Sloth Definition Essay On Love

 

Dictionary.com defines “love” as:

1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3. sexual passion or desire.

4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

 

That definition is nearly vague to the point of being useless. It doesn’t tell us how long it takes to fall in love, what you have to do to get there or how to be sure your feelings are more than just an infatuation. Does it only take a few weeks to fall in love? A few months?

When I was seventeen years old I didn’t know what love was, but I believed it had to be forged by stronger, more meaningful experiences than could be had in a few months. I believed this so strongly that I refused to kiss my high school sweetheart until I was sure it meant something very, very serious. I was even more reserved about telling her I loved her. I didn’t want to undermine the value of our kiss or our words by throwing them around loosely. In the end, my high school sweetheart and I broke up, and I never did tell her I loved her. For years afterward, I congratulated myself for make the right choice because, in my mind, the fact that we broke up proved our love wasn’t real.

Yet, during the time we dated she was all I thought about all day. Seeing her took my breath away every time. The sound of her voice was like an angel singing. When I was in her presence I felt like I’d been let into Heaven early and unworthy. Most of my peers would have called that love, and though I wouldn’t have agreed with them at the time, looking back on that relationship I can say that even if our feelings for each other weren’t forged by the test of time, they were still sincere. I’ve often wondered if I could articulate a reason why my feelings for her weren’t love.

I had a hard time answering that question without a usable definition of love, but my next relationship taught me a few things that helped me better define the concept. Several years after graduating high school I moved to Italy where I dated an Italian girl who introduced me a novel way of defining and measuring love.  She pointed out how, in the English language, you can tell a romantic partner that you either like them or you love them. That only gives lovers two ways to define their relationship.

In the Italian language, new couples can tell each other, “Ti voglio,” which means, “I like you.” Just as in English, this statement implies there’s a limit to how much you like the other person. If you like someone more you can tell them, “Ti voglio bene,” which means, “I like you good.” You could escalate that by saying, “Ti voglio tanto bene,” which translates, “I like you good, a lot.” If you’re crazy about someone you can tell them, “Ti voglio tantissimo,” which means, “I like you most.” The final, strongest statement of affection would be, “Ti amo,” which means, “I love you.”

 

 

English speakers are free to use the same terms to describe a progression of affection, but the tiers aren’t as institutionalized in the American vernacular/dating customs as they are in Italy. I certainly didn’t see the distinction growing up in America. I wish I would have had the words to tell my high school sweetheart, “Ti voglio tantissimo” at least.

In my early twenties, I found this tiered perspective of love slightly more useful than my original “all or nothing” point of view, but it raised more questions than it answered. In order for this paradigm to be useful to me, I had to define all the stages of a relationship leading up to love in addition to defining what love itself is.

The Italian girl and I eventually broke up, and we both went on to explore new relationships. I studied mine closely to try to pick out their turning points as if I were picking out plot points in a Hollywood sitcom. I could tell there was a definite progression to real-life romances, but the lines between the stages were blurred. I stared at those blurred lines until I accepted the obvious truth: Love doesn’t evolve like a Pokemon. It doesn’t level up into a new and improved creature in a bright flash of light after racking up enough experience points. It grows gradually, but no matter how big or small it is, it still is. On one level there’s no need to label arbitrary points in its growth. Love doesn’t need labels. It can still mature between two people even if they never change their Facebook status or say the magic words. And as I learned the hard way with my high school sweetheart, spending too much time worrying about labeling the stages of your relationship’s growth can hurt it.

Having said that, you can watch the love lives of the couples in your own life and see that relationships do follow fairly predictable patterns, and understanding them will help you get through them. They’re not profound, mystical or based on tiers of obsession. The most successful couples are the ones who have the deepest friendship, not the strongest case of codependency. In a lot of ways, falling in love is simply the process of becoming best friends. So the stages of falling in love are basically the same as the stages of friendship. But long-term romantic relationships are more involved than simply getting to know someone you enjoy being around. Moving in with someone and intertwining your life with theirs effectively makes you business partners. Integrating two people’s lives isn’t easy, but the process follows a logical and predictable series of stages that Disney doesn’t teach children about.

If you’re looking for a time frame for when it’s reasonable to tell your partner that you love them, you can reference the stages of friendship or relationships. But when do you tell other people you love them platonically? Does the evolution of that kind of love follow a different route? How differently should we love others (if at all)/ Should we have a different name for other kinds of love? And does love have to be so confusing?

The Greek language has five different words for five different kinds of love. They’re more nuanced than I’m about to describe them, but for the sake of brevity, we can say that “Mania” is obsessive love. “Eros” is romantic love. “Philos” is platonic, brotherly love.  “Storgy” is the bond between providers and dependents, and “Agape” is unconditional, selfless (and potentially spiritual) love.

Every other language humans have invented contain their own nuanced definitions of love. It might seem like all these competing definitions would make the task of defining love more complicated, but actually, all the extra data helps us simplify the problem by revealing a common denominator. Regardless of how intensely you feel or show your affection towards any person or group, you’re ultimately doing the same thing for the same reason: you’re valuing them.

If I had to define love, I would say love is valuing something. Who, when, where, why, and how much are just details.

Using this definition, we can answer the question, “How do you love someone?” One way is by valuing them in your heart and assigning emotional weight to the thought of them in your mind. If your feelings exist, then there’s love in them, and that’s worth something. At the same time, anything you do that helps another person fulfill their potential is functionally equivalent to an act of love regardless of your intentions. If you tell someone you value them and then turn around and mistreat them, the love you feel may be sincere in your heart, but functionally your love will be hollow at best and destructive at worst.

We all live according to our unique understanding of the value of life. So we measure and express value slightly differently. This means everyone lives according to slightly different definitions of love. This makes it hard to know when you can believe the words, “I love you?” It also makes it hard to prove to someone else that even though you’re not meeting their criteria of love, the love coming from you is still genuine.

If you can honestly say that you value the other person enough to commit to making them the happiest and helping them fulfill their full potential unconditionally for the foreseeable future then you fully love that person. Even if you can’t commit unconditionally, every bit of commitment you can give is still love by degrees. If your commitment ever waivers or ends, that has no relevance on the value of past love; since it was genuine when it was given it stands on its own.

So when is the right time to tell someone you love them? Well, if you can commit to a person, then sure, go ahead and tell them you love them. Likewise, don’t tell someone you love them unless/until you’re willing to commit your mind, body, resources, options, and emotions to them.

 

 

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Theme Essay by Jeremiah Horrigan

Why We Prefer Not To


Sloth is slow. It’s dumb. It’s sooooo fourth century.

Sloth is a sin so dangerous, so deadly, that it gave its name to a slow-moving tree-hugger with a bulldoggy, pushed-in snout and big brown eyes.

So how did sloth make it to the church’s top seven? It hardly seems robust enough, or nasty enough, to stand next to sweaty, heavy-breathing favorites of the confessional like lust, greed, and envy.

Say this for the early church fathers: They knew their sins, and they knew sloth belonged in The Bigs. Consider the following passage on sloth (a.k.a. "the noonday devil”) from the long-forgotten Evagrius Ponticus (345-399 A.D.). Note that I've substituted the word "writer" for "monk":

First of all he makes it seem that the sun barely moves, if at all, and that the day is fifty hours long. Then he constrains the writer to look constantly out the window, to walk outside the cell, to gaze carefully at the sun to determine how far it stands from lunchtime….

Sound familiar?

Still, you say, what’s so awful about stalling out at the keyboard? About falling into a daydream? Surely, a little effort-sapping apathy is hardly a sin.

I disagree. What better camouflage could a sin ask for than to be thought as quaint as a corset, as deadly as a peashooter?

Its churchly definition as spiritual or emotional apathy hints at why sloth is more than just an invitation to couch potatohood, especially for writers. It truly does have a spiritual—or psychological, if you prefer—dimension that’s both more modern and more deadly than most of us freethinkers would like to believe.

In his 1993 New York Times essay "Nearer, My Couch, to Thee,” novelist Thomas Pynchon not only acknowledges the existence of sloth but locates its first appearance in the Western literary canon—in Herman Melville's short story "Bartleby the Scrivener: A Story of Wall Street,” originally published in 1853.

While Pynchon seems at first to be citing the title character, Bartleby, as a supreme example of sloth, his discussion soon takes an unexpected turn:

Bartleby just sits there in an office on Wall Street repeating, ‘I would prefer not to.’ While his options go rapidly narrowing, his employer, a man of affairs and substance, is actually brought to question the assumptions of his own life by this miserable scrivener—this writer!—who, though among the lowest of the low in the bilges of capitalism, nevertheless refuses to go on interacting anymore with the daily order, thus bringing up the interesting question: who is more guilty of sloth, a person who collaborates with the root of all evil, accepting things-as-they-are in return for a paycheck and a hassle-free life, or one who does nothing, finally, but persist in sorrow?

An interesting question, indeed. Perhaps Bartleby’s refusal to perform the meaningless writing of a law office copyist is not sloth, but the despair of a man frozen in an existential dilemma. He has stared into the abyss, and what he’s seen there haunts him.

The story’s narrator, Bartleby’s employer, is not afflicted by Bartleby’s insight. This man, who describes himself as “filled with a profound conviction that the easiest way of life is the best,” would prefer not to look seriously or deeply at his own life or the banal life around him. While Bartleby has the courage to turn his gaze inward, the narrator turns away, choosing the comfortable life over the examined one.

Turning one’s attention away is the quintessence of sloth—and it’s the opposite of what writers need to do. The writer’s task is this: to look at the world cleanly and clearly, inside and out, and report back to anyone who is willing to listen.

But it’s a task that requires determined effort. And with sloth curling up on one’s shoulders and whispering invitingly of other, easier options, that effort can be hard to come by.

I write newspaper stories for a living. I’ve done so for most of my life. And, while I love journalism, I’ve too often let it become just a job. For too many days, I’ve been content to crank out the sort of writing that’s been demanded of me, rarely venturing outside the boundaries of the craft. The young reporter, eager to make a career for himself, was only too happy to set himself on fire for his job. The old reporter threw the matchbook away years ago, the better to make it home in time for dinner.

And it’s the voice of sloth that welcomes me home.

I don’t have to be told that writing—real writing—is hard work. I know that in my bones. If I sometimes find ways to avoid that truth at work, I can. But it’s harder to justify after work, when the evening’s quiet promise spreads out before me and the need to write beckons. If the day has been one of cop calls and fender benders, boilerplate rewrites and meeting summaries, if I’ve been stymied creatively at work by time and circumstance and custom, what’s to keep me from letting loose at home? What’s to keep me from reporting the joys and discoveries and questions of my own life?

Sloth, of course.

Sloth knows that when it comes to the work of writing, I’d really prefer not to. It’s his voice that tells me I’ve had a rough day. That I need to chill. That there’s no point in getting crazy here. Hey, doesn’t the new Breaking Bad season start tonight?

Sloth kills the impulse to work with a yearning for comfort. I sit down at my laptop—if I get that far—and I settle. I shrug. I fail to push past the usual, the ordinary, the clichéd, because I don’t see the need. I turn away. Or I turn to Netflix.

Normally, I don’t even see sloth coming, but now, writing about it, I’m beginning to feel his presence: that stealthiest of sins, dangling from the rafters, just waiting to drop and pounce. No cutesy-pooh teddy bear, sloth has hung there all my life, waiting. Making me a collaborator in my own imprisonment.

This time, I’ll surprise him. The story you’re reading is due in three days. Sloth fully expects me to put it off so that I end up doing a rush job right before it’s due; that’s my usual MO. But tonight, I’m going to dive in and do it right—right now. Step out of my typical way of doing business and even beat my deadline.

I know this radical action won’t knock sloth out of my life. He’ll continue to hang around. But this time, I’ll give the bastard pause. Slow him down.

Instead of the other way around.

Editor’s Note: Jeremiah did turn in his first and second and third drafts of this piece ahead of schedule, in a most unsloth-like way.



Jeremiah Horrigan is a contributing writer at Talking Writing.

He is no stranger to the seven deadly sins. In volunteering to write about sloth, he felt he might give credit—and blame—where it was due. Put another way, he wanted to rat the damn thing out.


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